Monday, 5 November 2007


Once again, I am having trouble writing about Ann.

I want to write about the good times, but all that comes to mind, at the moment, is the End.

I am not ready to write about the End.

I shall; but not yet.

Why can't I remember the times when we were happy?

Fifteen years. Gone.

I feel so terribly lost right now.

Here are some random photographs: -


Hilda May said...

when we lost Robert we didn't talk enough about him...even though I was only his step-mum I didn't want his siblings to forget him....I know they never could but we don't talk enough......don't ever let her be a difficult subject....keep on talking....sorry for sounding bossy...
rachel x

Katie twinkles said...

Is it like still being in deep shock? I have heard it said that a loss like this can feel'too big' to comprehend.
You have shared quite a lot of the good times on your blog you know...
I remember reading them, but anything you write is okay since that is genuinely how things are as each day unfolds.

trashalou said...

Fifteen years not gone, just overshadowed.

Loving your wedding picture.

alice c said...

Sometimes it is easier to focus on a tiny detail. All the small things that added up to make her life with you so complete.

Jane said...

You have been remebering the good times together in your pictures, I love your wedding picture too. the good time memories haven't gone as trashalou says they are overshadowed for now but they will return.

Kitty said...

That picture of the bird on Ann's hand is wonderful!

One of the best things about blogging is that there are no 'rules'. You can write or not. You can write about what you want, when you want. It's your blog - do with it what you will.

Take care.

Tracy said...

bird on the hand - my favourite picture of annie - just beautiful.
better day today - found a new craft shop in the town, funny how shopping helps even if it is only for felt and ribbons.
will actually write something today....
love to you and the doglets

t x
the cheat!

Raindrops to Rainbows said...

You already know this but Ann was so beautiful, all the pictures of her are so honest and real, nothing contrived, just natural Ann shining through. Would have been lovely to know her i think.

Dont really what else to say other than the old saying,

"wounds heal with time"

a cliche but dont forget how true it is.

Take care,

Anonymous said...

She is very beautiful.