Correction

That's not quite right. I think I am starting to write for effect. Effect upon others, effect upon me. "Sometimes I manage to read it all the way to the end." That sounded better than the truth. A neat sound-bite. In fact, I always manage to read it to the end. Sometimes, I look away when I see it, propped up on the kitchen counter where Jan left it. Sometimes, I read it: all the way to the end. Always, it fucks me up.