When you are drunk, it is enormously difficult to log into your Blog. Either the e-mail address is unknown, or the password is wrong. I wonder why one's password changes when one is drunk. How does it know?
New Year's Eve. Wow! I'm spending it alone for the first time in my life. Thank God for Jules Holland.
I've just watched 'True lies'. A 'truly' awful film; but terrific fun. I always had this feeling that Ann was waiting to discover that I was really a secret agent. She would have loved that.
I am alternating glasses of Laphroig with glasses of Jameson's. My Father used to say that after three or four, a person was unable to tell the difference between scotch, Irish, single malt or cold tea. He was wrong.
I am scared to post to my Blog these days. I am unable to recall my life with Ann. I am told this is normal and temporary; but it is very, very frightening. For the moment, I think I shall just use my Blog as a diary. I shan't force my memories.
Bloody hell! Paul McCartney is on Jools Holland's show.
And now it's the countdown. New Year.
Happy New Year everyone.
Auld Lang Syne... Take a cup of cheer everyone...
Happy New Year Darling.
4 comments:
Using the blog as a diary is, I think, what most of us do. Your blog is 'you' and will evolve with you.
I hope the hangover isn't too bad this morning. 'Happy New Year' sounds a bit facile, but I do wish you happiness, and distance from your pain.
Take care. x
All the same, your spelling accuracy is to be applauded given the volume of alcohol!
Here's to each day being more and more bearable, Ann being always a part of them x
Wrong email addresses and incorrect passwords are daily occurrences for me. No, no, I'm not drinking...
However you decide to use your blog is fine with me as long as you do...use it that is. So my advice remains the same — keep writing.
I hope this year brings you some peace in your heart... and a complete absence of Paul McCartney!
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